Thursday, March 8, 2007

what you gonna do?

So I don't really know what exactly what we're supposed to write about in these blogs. I just write about thoughts that are in my head..but they're not really insightful things. I hate drama. But it's definitely an inevitable thing to avoid when you are in highschool. I would think that my senior year would be drama free, but that is not the case. Senior year should be a time to make new friends, and make relationships with old friends stronger. Since we're all leaving for college in some months, I would think that everyone would be nicer. But everyone seems to be the same people they were when we were younger and have not matured at all. But there's nothing I can really do about that because I can't control how other people act. But what is there to do about drama anyway? There isn't really anything anyone can do to make drama not happen...but I guess it's all apart of highschool. But having drama isn't all that bad in some aspects. Experiencing all of the drama that I've experienced in the past has helped me to grow because it has taught me a lot about my friendships and who my true friends really are. There are certain people who have been with me through bad times and good times who I consider my best friends. (This is beginning to sound a bit corny..eesh) But anyway, with the year coming to an end very quickly, I hope that by the time graduation comes along, people will realize that all of this drama is very unnecessary. As "emo" as this sounds, I don't think I've ever been truly happy in a long while...but I don't show my unhappiness to anyone, I usually just keep it inside because I don't think my business is necessary for many people to know. I hope by writing this blog people won't judge me or anything like that. I know/hope people can relate to this...
shoots!

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